Real Emotions
The subject of "having children" is all way hard for me when it comes up in conversation. Yes, I do want children more than anything. Unless you have PCOS or any fertility issues no one really knows how difficult it is when hearing a pregnancy announcement. I scroll on Facebook daily and see friends and people I graduated with who have just announced they are having a second or third child. It is very hard to read or even be happy for them, at first, because I'm their age and still have not had one child. There are days that I don't even want to go on Facebook because I know I will see another announcement and go through all of the emotions. There are also days where I will sit on you-tube and watch pregnancy announcement compilations. It breaks my heart when I hear that people, who should not have kids are having kids left and right. I come from a Catholic family and married into one. I pride myself in being a spiritual person, but at times have questioned my rel...